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Saturday, July 9, 2011

My body and my soul is seperated ....


I overslept this morning for work, and i actually forget to set my alarm clock before i sleep last night. Woke up by my dental called, if not i don't know what time i then will be awake. Felt so guilty, always causing trouble and others will always have to settle my shits at the end. Called my manager to tell him i'm overslept and he asked me to give Eric a call and ask him rushed down instead. He's just staying at tpy. Exchange my shift w/ him to afternoon. Felt super guilty all the way. Lucky all of my colleagues are very nice.

Slept around 5am in the morning. Was on the phone with Jessica from 3am plus. Was talking about our relationships and stuff. Hope everything will be alright. After work gonna meet her and amy @ Alif for a little catch up.

Now, i'm alone in the shop. So quiet and lonely. No one to talk to, no one to text with. Whole day my phone just so silent. No one contacted me at all. Guess you're living better then i do right now?
I don't know why, anywhere, any place i can feel tired and fall asleep easily but not on my bed. I just need a good rest though. Takashimaya would always repeat the songs, and whenever they played the song Big Big Girl i feel so sad.

" I'm a big big girl
In a big big world
It's not a big big thing if you leave me
But I do do feel that
I do do will miss you much
Miss you much... "

I've no idea why too but just sad? LOL
okay, i'm just too BORED.
Alright back to work. Bye !


Ps/ After i mention the song, taka starts to played...
How i wished i could be the little small girl forever.

Put on a Big Smile,
and Everything is gonna be alright.
;/ Smile Elaine(:
7:33 PM