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Sunday, July 10, 2011

You were once part of my life.....


Instead of meeting Jessica and Amy I went back home. As the time will be very late if I travel back after I knock off. Train back home alone and music is the only thing that keeps me accompany. Saw Emily and her mom at the train station. Had a little chat w/ them and head back home. Reached home around 11plus. Had dinner while watching channel U with mom, the both of us was laughing all the way. Texting message with Jessica too. After shower had my masked on, and mom’s always do when she sees me do. HAHA ! Slept at 3am in the morning.



;/ It just took so much encourage to make myself text you, I’m afraid you might not reply or reply something that will affects me. And yea, from your text you seem to be good carrying on with your life. I wanted to ask if you’re doing good? But at the same time I want the text to end. It just making me feels paranoid, and thinks a lot. I don’t want. It’s making me can’t sleep every night. I want to be stronger but it isn’t easy to do.

“Learn to love yourself first before loving someone else. If you know how to love yourself more, you won’t let yourself get hurts so deeply.”

“Sometimes no matter how much you give in, if the thing its yours eventually it will be yours in the end, if it don’t belongs to you no matter how much you tried it will never be yours.”

“Never put high hope on something because when things don’t go the way you want it to be, it will only brings you disappointment.”

Put on a Big Smile,
and Everything is gonna be alright.
;/ Smile Elaine(:
3:15 AM