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Saturday, July 28, 2012

我开始怀疑，这真的是爱吗？

Drop my tears during work once again last night, the reason is because of you as well. I started to ensure how much I stand in your heart. A place where I can't see myself in there, and a place where I don't belong to.

I hesitate, and thinking through should I make the move and cancel our trip to Bangkok? I find there's no point of going since we are not as close like before and it will only feel awkward for the both of us.

Am I really think too much? I'm wondering do you have someone else in mind now? That's why you are not texting me and your whatsapp is always online... And I hate to be so suspicious and keeps on thinking who are you texting with that you have to keeps on online. But I'm aren't the one you texting with!

I hate that feelings so badly! There's so much question I want to ask, but the answer is always left with a "Question Mark". You never tell me how would you feel towards me. If you dislike me, I rather you tell me straight forward and not keeps me hanging. What exactly you want from me?

I don't wish to make the wrong decision once again. But every action from you, is really killing me...


Last night, leg cut by glass,
Today, finger cut by paper,
What's next ? Cut my finger by a knife when cooking?



Ps/ 爱你是对还是错？

Put on a Big Smile,
and Everything is gonna be alright.
;/ Smile Elaine(:
12:31 PM