Thursday, July 19, 2012
真的好想放弃。。。
One day without contacting one another. Even someone encourage me to send you a text, I told her "I don't know how should I start my conversation with."
I asked myself, even I were to text you. And asked why didn't you text me? Your answer will definitely be "I'm busy with work, got so much things to do." what else will your reply is ?
I'm so getting use with your reply. Every single reply from you is always the same.
I keep thinking, should I gave up? Should I or should not? I can't did a reason to stay strong. You were the one giving me strength to hold on. But not anymore. I'm breaking down anytime. My hearts is aching.
You stand the first place in my heart, what about me? I wonder where do I stand ? Guess, not anywhere....