Tuesday, December 18, 2012
又再一次得到了一次教训。。。
Once again. Disappointment is more than anything that I've gain from you. I admit that my feelings towards you still there. But it's isn't that strong compared to the previous time. Too much, really way too much that I've expected.
Was expecting a really good meet up with you. But it seems like the effort you really put in really disappoint me much. Especially you know you are suppose to meet me yet you are having something on in the evening ? This really shows how much effort you put in.
This teaches me a lesson. And one thing I can ensure is I should really choose someone who will at least put me at priority place at times. But you don't.
Maybe you are different. But I don't care anymore. I'm tired of trying, tired of waiting, tired of expecting that you will really care how I would feel.
At least I can ensure one more thing is jx at least treated me better than you do. Ohya, I shouldn't have even compared the both of you. Because you are just different than anyone else.
Telling myself not to text you is the first step of giving up on you. Whether you make the effort on texting me shows how much you care about me too.
One last step, before i say Goodbye to you.
Ps/ last tears that I've shed for you.